Enjoy the present , think of future !
The motive of life has been , till date , the question that has always troubled me(not actually!).
The series of questions shoot up , in parallel , with everyone fighting for it to be entertained first.
Am i supposed to be here , in this planet(or whatever?) for doing something that noone has done before?
Am i here to bring some revolution. Am i going to leave this planet making a difference ?
They all excite me sometimes and i just try to think that i am special and if not, may be i have to be special.
But more "pragmatic me" , is kind of little more sensible , i guess.
And i just convince myself for one thing at least , i am not here to do something "special".Yes , I am not.
And yes , I dont want to leave this planet making a difference - When I am not here , it doesnot matter if anyone remember me after that.
But all that said , one good thing that i could see with "making a difference" approach is that it makes your life interesting and believe me that’s what matter.
Does it ? It does.
You are motivated , you have ambitions , you think i want to live life to make that difference.
This feeling keeps you "up" everyday : ambitions , dreams in eyes are definitely good for your present ...nothing can be said about future and definitely nothing about "after me on this planet".
And yes one more thing , if you have some really boring dream like to be "big in life" , then life has to be boring when you are really "big" in life.
So,if I understand all this , i conclude everything revolves around keeping your present interesting - everyday interesting.
And one easy way to keep present interesting is "planning for the future" - you wait for all "D-days"(whatever they are) and the journey till that date become interesting.
I personally have found myself crawling "I wish there were no classes,no college , no exams!" and when they really were not there,life was boring as a hell('you can skip the exam part').
So , we are kind of convinced that "D-days"(probably term make more sense now!) make life interesting.
And then i probably can conclude , more "the number of D-days" or "as far the D-day is" , life ought to be more interesting.
And now i am reaching back to from where i started , what can be "more far" than death!!(remember "making a difference to the planet and remembered after death").
And now i probably understand the role of ambitions in life probably , a little better way.
Disclaimer : Its all "when high" stuff.Dont be serious.
The series of questions shoot up , in parallel , with everyone fighting for it to be entertained first.
Am i supposed to be here , in this planet(or whatever?) for doing something that noone has done before?
Am i here to bring some revolution. Am i going to leave this planet making a difference ?
They all excite me sometimes and i just try to think that i am special and if not, may be i have to be special.
But more "pragmatic me" , is kind of little more sensible , i guess.
And i just convince myself for one thing at least , i am not here to do something "special".Yes , I am not.
And yes , I dont want to leave this planet making a difference - When I am not here , it doesnot matter if anyone remember me after that.
But all that said , one good thing that i could see with "making a difference" approach is that it makes your life interesting and believe me that’s what matter.
Does it ? It does.
You are motivated , you have ambitions , you think i want to live life to make that difference.
This feeling keeps you "up" everyday : ambitions , dreams in eyes are definitely good for your present ...nothing can be said about future and definitely nothing about "after me on this planet".
And yes one more thing , if you have some really boring dream like to be "big in life" , then life has to be boring when you are really "big" in life.
So,if I understand all this , i conclude everything revolves around keeping your present interesting - everyday interesting.
And one easy way to keep present interesting is "planning for the future" - you wait for all "D-days"(whatever they are) and the journey till that date become interesting.
I personally have found myself crawling "I wish there were no classes,no college , no exams!" and when they really were not there,life was boring as a hell('you can skip the exam part').
So , we are kind of convinced that "D-days"(probably term make more sense now!) make life interesting.
And then i probably can conclude , more "the number of D-days" or "as far the D-day is" , life ought to be more interesting.
And now i am reaching back to from where i started , what can be "more far" than death!!(remember "making a difference to the planet and remembered after death").
And now i probably understand the role of ambitions in life probably , a little better way.
Disclaimer : Its all "when high" stuff.Dont be serious.


1 Comments:
Happened to read your comment on Kiran Bedi`s blog, where you say {ashamed of `this`country},my brother or sister, to try my best politeness, could you tell me how much you have thought and done in real, at grass-root-level,
to change `this` country. Lets stop the blame game of system or politics,as it has no end, and get into the real action to change the paralized system of our country. Me not a preacher but simply Love my country.
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